I rarely listen to loud music except when I am running or need to block out something really loud or if I’m in a energetic mood which is very unusual. I’m usually extremely laid back and prefer to have one on one intimate conversations with people I am comfortable with than with large groups of people, then I get really anxious and shy. I have always been really, really, really bothered by noise. It doesn’t even have to be loud, it just has to be there and it will annoy me. Especially if it is constant and has like a rhythm to it. I can’t have clocks ticking in my room when I sleep. Or, if it’s just rained the water dripping from the roof will make me completely unable to sleep. My parents frustrate me beyond earth’s end when they walk around downstairs or talk or watch TV when I am trying to sleep. Sometimes it makes me cry because I can’t block it out. I prefer to be around quiet people who choose their words carefully and don’t blurt out every single thought that crosses their mind. Which is most people. I have a friend who my other friends think is rather pretentious because she doesn’t say much but when she does it’s very eloquent and thoughtful but I really like her. She’s much more relaxing and I don’t feel our conversations are pointless. With all my other friends I’ve started noticing they mention the same things over again. Certain subjects I’ve talked about so many times with my friends and it really bothers me. It reminds me of in Mean Girls when Cady mentions how she thinks Regina looks (like a bald British man or something?) and Janice is like Uhhh you’ve mentioned that like five times. It just shows that most people have nothing interesting to say anymore, so they just fill the silence with this bs that I can’t stand. That’s why I like to spend a lot of my time alone with my quiet playlist playing and making collages. I am left alone with my thoughts and it’s like my own little quiet world where no one can make me feel sad or mad or frustrated. The end.